Sunday, November 20, 2022

NO, IT DOESN'T

 



My rolling up in a pile 

amidst my blankets;

hugging my pillow close;

the darkened windows;

my apathy to food

or wanting too much;

and water-can-waits;

friends are such nuisances - 

so much drama!

Going out?

Pish!

Too much bother!

And I've seen this series before -

they're all the same.

I'll never lose weight;

and anyways he wasn't my boyfriend -

he just liked her more...

move on...


No it doesn't - 

you're imagining it.

Nothing I've said

has anything to do with depression.


Wednesday, May 25, 2022


one who was so good at 

swallowing feelings

facing life with stoic acceptance

how easily I laugh nowadays!

how easily I cry!

I break even

not knowing how to live

not knowing how to die


 

Saturday, April 2, 2022

THESE FEBRUARIES






These Februaries
came in a row
one brought me love
one saw me grow
one took a toll
as it took my
one away
and left me crying
every day.

One brought me
the biggest gift of all
the love from my heart
in the form of a baby girl.

Then all Februaries
were spent in celebration
till one February
brought a funny sensation
my roving heart
that wandered out so much
had come home it seemed
if there really is such.

Februaries passed
and you'd think
aglow
well,
if you think that -
you just don't know!

Love moved to like
and like moved to hate
before either of us knew it
we were at the gate.

And today
is the last February - 
the last knot to untie
see how with the wind
the bits of love fly!


 

THE ORIGINAL PIED PIPERS

 




Parents
the Original Pied Pipers
made children appear - 
and when they did,
made them crawl,
dance to their tunes,
sleep to their lullabies,
read to their angry tones.
Dressed them, 
poor mannequin dolls - 
hair their way
clothes their way.
The mannequins
now turned 
walkie-talkies at parents' bidding - 
paraded in front of uncles, aunts, 'the whole school'
'participated in 'This Got Talent'
'That Got Talent'
twisting bodies and minds
forced to count and read
before they could walk and talk properly.

Complaints piled up
"your child is running down the corridor"
"your child laughs too loudly"
"your child cannot pronounce properly"
"your child is a dunce"

And Pied Piper parents
hold all the answers - 
grades, grades, grades
concentrate, study -
"my child is a genius!"
"my child is an engineer!"
"my child has a job!"
"my child is getting married!"

Somewhere in the midst of it all - 
So silently, no one noticed
the mountain had slid open
and both childhood and children
had disappeared.


Sunday, January 23, 2022

WHO WE ARE


Strutting about—

our pompous ways!

Fussing over spilt milk;

disdain for the inferior;

dusting invisible specks

off of ourselves.


We're the See-Alls 

and the Know-Alls.


After all,

didn’t the mob declare us

Fashion Beyond Fashion?


Icons in our own rights we are!


That’s what makes it so strange

that when the Creator arrives

we fade away—

mere Puppets On Strings,

playing our assigned roles after all…