Saturday, May 23, 2020

THIS TOO SHALL NEVER PASS




I am no Atlanta to pause to pick up your golden apples
But keep running, fleet of foot
My race is not to win but to get away
From the castle we built
Out of a pack of cards
that you toppled with just the slightest pressure -
the tip of your finger

A card was our promises to each other
A card was our lovemaking
A card was my standing at the doorstep waving goodbye
till you were out of sight
A card was us looking with wonder at our first-born
A card was my packing your lunch box and
running towards you with forgotten keys
A card was my flinging myself into your arms
in sorrow
A card was our children and I
waiting to show you the decorations up for Christmas

A card was an Era of Oneness...

But now
My fleet feet never cease to run
Never pausing to look back -
On the arid desert I leave behind -
In a race where the winner loses all.

Wednesday, May 20, 2020

MOTHER - IT'S YOUR STORY



Mother, this story begins and ends with you

it's your story 

not mine

I wrote it for you

turning brown leaves to green
dreaming fruits in winter
flowing down the stream of time
building my canoe of dreams as i went
harboring in love and letting it grow
to fruit in winter turned to early spring

All my dreams lay the other side of
the bed of nails, 

yet

my feet are swift
they fly over the nails

but my Sun still bled
gashes of red

and I bled all over my dreams

how long i asked
before my Sun is whole again

The gashes healed and it was Spring

I shook my curly locks and defied the wind

The sky is green I declared!
the world agreed
The grass is purple
the world agreed
I painted the Sun a tepid shade of blue
borrowed the yellow of the canary and gave it the rivers
the mountains capped their snow in pink...

and the world agreed...

But this is your story ma...

the one written from your womb

It must end where it began

the bright must give to shade
the swift to slow
the green leaves turn brown again

and I...

I must wind up in your womb again -

and you must die.

But the world?

the sky is still green, the grass purple, the Sun a tepid blue
the rivers flow yellow and the snow is pink...

and the world agrees.

Wednesday, May 6, 2020

LET'S DANCE




let's complete the waltz that we started last Christmas
hand on your shoulder, arm around my waist
waiting for the music to start playing
smiling into your eyes and you
waltz me 'neath the mistletoe
unmatched steps last Christmas
in perfect sync
now, we
kiss?