Monday, May 14, 2018

OFFICE BLUES


In the stillness
Someone coughed
Someone yawned
Boss on phone
He – 
Control A
Control C
Control V
Copy-pasting
My thoughts
In his diary.
The whirring fan
My ice-cold 
stare
Blank at screen
Her tinkling laughter
jarrs on my tired brain
Switch off.
Time to go home...

Monday, April 9, 2018

WHERE DID THE LAKE GO?


Bulrushes by the lake
What are you?
Tiny bird on bulrush, where did you come from?
Sunrise, Sunset, all shimmering ripples now
that my feet send out swinging as I sit
on the dhobi-stone.
He washes clothes, he beats them
He stomps on them for hours
Varicose veins bulging
He, the lake, the clothes
and the expanse of sky.
He has forgotten how to speak
I try to teach him as he stomps.
How long? Where is your house? Does your leg ache?
He does not answer
But he is not there now – 
gone to eat silently the food his wife has prepared
and black out in bed.
And I swing my legs in the water
seated on the dhobi-stone.
Little fish kiss my feet
A little hanky thrown in
yields a small fish-fortune.
But slowly, slowly the glorious Sunset
overwhelms me as I watch the grand show
so taken for granted because it is free,
because it is there.
As clouds turn light pink, dark pink, then roll and fade away,
rays disbanding in a fire play.
The trees, their branches reaching out to the waters
their leaves closing.
Birds that hurry home, the incessant chatter
as they settle down.
Now silence prevails
In a dark night.
The lights from the hangars reflect in the lake.
Far away, on the island, the old man and his son swing a lantern
and lo! it is the Smiling Moon herself!

I see all these things in my mind's eyes
as I stand where the lake was,
trying to reconcile the multi-storey apartments now
that have replaced the irreplaceable.


Tuesday, February 20, 2018

SOMEONE IS LIVING IN MY PURSE!



someone slipped into my handbag
i knew then sadness
a wet hanky
my bad hair day
they handed me a comb
they exchanged chocolates 
i'd sprayed into the bag
i found the wrappers in a corner
the tissue papers had messages in them
someone had drawn a moustache
on my pics
my credit cards were overdrawn
i swear i did not see them leave
but i found a new diamond ring
it lay beneath the wet hanky
i was washing clothes when i should have been jogging
my day list was all screwed up
someone's living in my purse
someone and someone and someone
and they're living me my life.

Monday, January 29, 2018

PERSPECTIVES



she sat besides a homeless man
and said the vaasthu isn't good
and you know how my stomach aches
when i eat too much food
and all my kids are married
and all my kids are good
and my life is one big blessing
for god besides me stood
and saw me through all troubles
and all my joy he doubles
for i have been so good.

the homeless man he looked
and said i have no home
sometimes i eat, sometimes i starve
most times the world i roam
i have no kids to think of
no penny to buy a comb
my clothes are barely held up
the bin might be my tomb
but, dear lady, to your god i'll sing
such beauteous songs and herald ring
for i live still 'neath the dome.

Wednesday, January 24, 2018

ON A NON-DEPRESSIVE NOTE


(Note: Depression is a disease and this poem is not to make light of it.  This poem is for depression as a mood - not a chronic illness)

Hey there!
When you feel you've seen it all
and nothing impresses you anymore 
come to me
Let's get excited about those  priceless little things
like a sea-shell
like the waves
like digging up some potatoes
like facing the wind
like dancing a little jig
like checking patterns on leaves
like catching fish and letting them go
like watching a sunset
like being awestruck by the mountains
like chasing a butterfly
like a baby's hand in yours
like running after the horizon
like just smelling a flower deeply
like you mother's home-made jam

Hey there! Do you find all this very 'childish'?
They're much better than the box of pills
you're reaching for.




Monday, January 15, 2018

ON NON-ROLLER SKATES


hey! i didn't put on any roller skates
and yet i've skidded all over the place!
one stop New Year
Happy New Year, hey!
come to my wedding...
wedding slipped into a birthday
long-lost and well-loved faces loom -
they smile and sing happy birthday
and i smile back and promise to keep in touch
and i'm aware there's something wrong
someone is not happy for me
someone thinks i...
someone...but hey!
it's time to go back
now, for sometime, a semblence of mundane
but you've won a prize
YOU'VE WON A PRIZE
Uh...Uh...yes, I've won a prize
I'm tired, I'm breathless
Hang on a second!
while I digest that 
piece of information
oh...
oh yes, "I'VE WON A PRIZE!!'
Yey!!! But hey!
Don't give it to me yet
I've gotta a death anniversary coming up
the tenth one
I can't laugh, I can't celebrate
I must cry
and you must wait till I'm done crying before I say
Yey! again, but only this time
I know, we've won a prize

I look down the road of 2018 now
Alarmed at the pace at which it's moving
and I still don't have roller skates on!
Tomorrow I join a new job
day after, I publish a magazine
Sometime I shall breath too
and before I can say, "Hallelujah!" 2018 will be done.

Tuesday, January 2, 2018

THRESHOLD THOUGHTS - 2018


those old ways that repeat themselves
proving people don't change
what changes are circumstances
what does not change is the way
people react to circumstances
if people changed the way they react -
what a change that would be!