Wednesday, May 20, 2020

MOTHER - IT'S YOUR STORY



Mother, this story begins and ends with you

it's your story 

not mine

I wrote it for you

turning brown leaves to green
dreaming fruits in winter
flowing down the stream of time
building my canoe of dreams as i went
harboring in love and letting it grow
to fruit in winter turned to early spring

All my dreams lay the other side of
the bed of nails, 

yet

my feet are swift
they fly over the nails

but my Sun still bled
gashes of red

and I bled all over my dreams

how long i asked
before my Sun is whole again

The gashes healed and it was Spring

I shook my curly locks and defied the wind

The sky is green I declared!
the world agreed
The grass is purple
the world agreed
I painted the Sun a tepid shade of blue
borrowed the yellow of the canary and gave it the rivers
the mountains capped their snow in pink...

and the world agreed...

But this is your story ma...

the one written from your womb

It must end where it began

the bright must give to shade
the swift to slow
the green leaves turn brown again

and I...

I must wind up in your womb again -

and you must die.

But the world?

the sky is still green, the grass purple, the Sun a tepid blue
the rivers flow yellow and the snow is pink...

and the world agrees.

Wednesday, May 6, 2020

LET'S DANCE




let's complete the waltz that we started last Christmas
hand on your shoulder, arm around my waist
waiting for the music to start playing
smiling into your eyes and you
waltz me 'neath the mistletoe
unmatched steps last Christmas
in perfect sync
now, we
kiss?

Wednesday, April 29, 2020

ANKLETS


Teeming life 'neath my feet
and I
Wait with bated breath
All is still on this hillside
as we wait..
the faint tinkling of your anklets
now drawing closer
birds break into song
leaves dance
the river in silver ripples
and I blow a thousand bubbles, 
your image in each one
in rainbow hues

Wednesday, April 15, 2020

JIGSAW PUZZLE COMPLETED



Maybe I needed to be hurt
crushed and trampled upon?

A miniscule light went on in my mind
growing brighter by the moment…

Thoughts gathered and scattered
a thousand shards 
of perspectives—
none too sharp to cut through the pain,
and yet, I bled within.

You got me all nailed—
you thought!
but I know how to fix a mirror
to reflect the shades
I want the world to see—
have them read between the lines
of broken glass—
my thousand-shards perspective
now a completed jigsaw puzzle.

Saturday, April 11, 2020

CALLING OUT!


Are we just a colony of pests
Sprayed upon from above?
What will catch your attention?
A funny jig?
Something out of the ordinary?
A white ant in a colony of black ones?
Whatever it is I have to do
To catch your attention
To let you know
It's not okay
I'm not okay
We're not okay
And we're going nowhere -
This is our world
We live here.
We die here.

Thursday, April 9, 2020

ONLY YOU


gentle waves
and thoughts of you
overlap...

down the lane
old familiar tune
honeysuckle fragrance
wafting in gentle breeze...

green grass
on hillock
the lone willow weeps

cold winter day
our thoughts intertwine
eyes speak candor

Only you
only you...


Thursday, April 2, 2020

THROUGH A DOORWAY



Through a doorway
you peek
at the passage of time -
its another generation
that laughs at age-old conventions.

Through a doorway
you see them
lounging against walls in bizarre clothes
love songs in their hearts.

Through a doorway
you blink
at thin spaces of sunshine
the flutter of a bird's wings
the Gulmohar in full bloom.

And you realize
time has passed you by
giving way along the folds and creases
the smell of decay
on the gray shades of your life.