Sunday, December 20, 2020

STALKER'S PLIGHT


Your footsteps

follow mine

all the time.

The dark alleys of your mind

believe I'm your torch.

Am I good life personified?

Or is it just a wish to see me perish?

 

Your footsteps

follow mine

all the time.

footprints

where I've been.

 

Come, let me now take you now

to the foot of a steep mountain.

My nimble feet climb with ease

and I look down at the speck

that is you -

on flat ground.

 

So lost, so left behind.


 

Tuesday, December 15, 2020

DEAR NARCISSIST


Dear Narcissist
Not all I say is about you
My posts aren't about you
My speech isn't about you
Social media isn't about you
The world isn't about you
There are rules made without your consent
There are lives that don't live by your rules
Someday, you'll get thrown out of the spinning Earth 
in a tangent
And lie there still thinking
I'm too good for them
These talks, these poems, these posts, these rules, these lives
are aaaaaaall about you.


 

WHAT'S THERE TO BE POSITIVE ABOUT?




Think Positive they keep saying
and I try
Just when I'm thinking positive
Why did you die?
Why did they kill you?
Just when I'm thinking positive
Why were you raped?
Just when I'm thinking positive
Why was justice reserved for some
and came too late for others?
Just when I'm thinking positive
Why did you lose your loved one?
Just when I'm thinking positive
Why did you call just to insult me?
Just when I'm thinking positive
Why did you celebrate when I lost and you won?
Just when I'm thinking positive
Why are there sooooo many children and women hurting so bad?
Just when I'm thinking positive
Why were there laborers walking home while I protected myself from Covid and stayed inside with food on my table and a roof over my head?
Just when I'm thinking positive
Why did you hear me out just to do just the opposite of what I asked?
Just when I'm thinking positive
why did the seals in Antarctica die?
And 
Just when I'm thinking positive
Why are there so many painful programs on Netflix?
And yet, I must think positive
meditate, ruminate, and shut out all the crap that's happening
because my thoughts can 'affect' my body
So lead me like the proverbial lamb
to the slaughter house of Positive Thinking.