Sunday, August 18, 2019

SELF-SABOTAGE



plodding on 
was making excuses
see? i'm doing stuff
to get there
to where it's all too big
the sheer magnitude
of the stage!!
that's where i want to be - 
limelight
from 'popular' to 'well known'
from petty human foibles
to thinking Humanity
from regional
'in your country'
to global
'resolving of issues'
paparazzi?
no.
.....no.
....NO!!
digging up my past
questioning an angle that never occurred to me - 
placing me in a glass house
leaving me
frantically looking for the door!

and that's why permanent threshold is good
pretending to 'get there' is good
uneasy existence is good.
to die not knowing
is good.


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